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Do You Hear My Voice? ©Underdøgs 2007
Do you believe? ©Underdøgs 2005
Driving away ©Underdøgs 2004
Love has left the building ©Underdøgs 2003
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Studio Pink Noise 2005
Mary
she's been waiting for so long,
more than anything,
the day when she could escape.
her age cant share this grief.
everybody sees
the girl inside his being
and paris in his eyes.
...and somewhere mary cries
more than she deserves
maybe later on her own she weeps...
when the pansies blossom and
share their intense scent, then
she can recall it all.
...and somewhere mary cries
more than she deserves
maybe later on her own.
but I really can not let her go,
I cant deny that she's always lived within me.
sometimes it's hard to face the fact
that you can't even stay at home alone.
mary can't escape.
...and somewhere mary cries
I can't deny she's always lived within me.
mary don't you feel the same?
oh you feel the same, don't you?
Dreams
dreams that I
can't hide, deny,
bring for my
tired eyes
the joy that they're
thirst for.
dreams becloud
the dark times
of mind:
do you realize
they are
close to bliss.
keep alive this
escapist sense
that grows in yourself.
you can't help it anyway.
dreams delude
when you got to prove
nothing.
they dress you up
like a man with gun.
keep alive this
escapist sense
that grows in yourself.
you can't help it anyway.
dream on you coward,
you can only hide.
now stare straight in
into yourself,
you can't help it anyway.
so prepare
and watch yourself.
surrender to your sleep.
where else you can go?
keep alive this
escapist sense
that grows in yourself,
that grows in yourself.
Castaway
it's been a while
since I refused to cry
my mistakes,
but now I know I should
have recalled it even once.
I'm a castaway.
I can hardly breathe
on a starting line.
tradition meets the will...
-I know, right direction failed.
I'm castaway and carried away.
I'm drifting because the male inside of me is on a run.
I'm only one, I wish, inside of me.
so be aware or get away as fast you can.
...oh you can...
cells will lose control
as soon as they will soak.
the expression of
degeneration of
the man.
I can't go on...
I'm castaway and carried away.
I'm drifting because the male inside of me is on a run.
I'm only one, I wish, inside of me.
so be aware or get away as fast you can.
...oh you can...
in the decent side of
my brain I still know that
I mess around.
even though
you can't make up your mind,
you're not that far
from the turning point.
the reason why
your ignorance prevail
is in your heart:
you can't define yourself.
Do you hear my voice?
do you hear my voice?
do you hear my moan?
I'm wounded.
I'm weak.
I'm helpless.
I'm cruel.
please hear me.
can you see my plight?
can you help me to insight?
caress me,
I'm numb.
my raincoat
got holes.
so many things
undone.
so much love
to share.
DISREGARD ALL IDLE TALK
Give me a word and I will try to be as a child again.
It has been too long since I really put myself into something new
and now I feel myself so unfit.
I should be walking out of this state.
Just one understanding event
would affect so easily and positively.
Have to really disregard all idle talk
and do it for good.
Give me a piece of paper - I'll try to express it visually.
When I feel myself as a real man, there's always something wrong.
I drew a weary man in his bed.
Is he thinking or is he kind of dead?
Just one understanding event
would affect so easily and positively.
Have to really disregard all idle talk
and do it for good.
We need to find someone that could assure us that we.re not alone.
But you should still take care of yourself.
I'll disagree when you keep on saying that you're not more
than just a face in a crowd.
Just one understanding event
would affect so easily and positively.
Have to really disregard all idle talk.
Disregard all idle talk.
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DO YOU BELIEVE?
Do you believe
that fate has its part in our lives?
It might guide you back into the themes
where childhood's experiences lie.
And somewhere in the corners of your mind
you'll challenge that time again
and one day in the middle of the night
that fountain will splash onto your face.
You fill yourself with wondering thoughts
And they'll flow on your side.
Do you believe
that world made of paper makes no sense?
Somehow it.s your feet that makes you rich
if you've still got your heart to live with.
It's all about the broadmindedness.
It's the question of being born
and searching for pure.
Do you believe?
You fill yourself with wondering thoughts
And they'll flow on your side.
On these late night hours
it's so easy to pass the beautiful
and let disgusting moments to pollute your slumber.
Like they were here to strain you.
Can you cry?
Are you true to yourself?
Do you know yourself?
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FOOL
In every shape I see your face.
At every corner I see how you walk away.
In every smile I see your smile.
In my illusions you are with me.
Am I fool
while still missing you?
Is this true anyway
or am I just sentimental today?
Same old fool
is still loving you.
I'll never wash you away
'cause I've got no one else.
You're the rain that makes me wet.
You're the blue smoke of cigarette .
You're the station where trains just depart.
You are gone and I know you should have stayed.
Same old fool
is still loving you.
I'll never wash you away
'cause I've got no one else.
I am like a blind
if I can never reach you eyes.
My walls would fall to pieces.
I'm on the edge, I.m scared of falling down..
Please catch me,
oh sleep...
Same old fool
is still loving you.
I'll never wash you away
'cause I've got no one else.
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DRIVING AWAY
Driving away,
from me when all is said.
You packed all your bags.
I know you will not return.
It was a lonely love for you.
You had your plans, i had mine
and I failed to learn.
So drive away.
(You're) driving away,
this time with no company.
No reverse in your car
but five gears to set you free.
It was a lonely love for us.
We failed to find the way out.
Again a lonely love.
So drive away.
You're in my brain like disease,
waiting for a space to steal.
Every time I turned my head
you really knew how to hit.
I'm an alien in my head,
alien in my brain.
All my senses cry for lust,
a lust to forget my past.
When the time is running out
I wish I could see the true me
and raise my hand for victory
and recognize the infections.
I'm an alien in my brain
until I can confess that I
couldn't change, I couldn't change
I could not change myself
It was a lonely love for us...
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NEW
It's happening, the dawn is on its way
to recall the blue and green.
Almighty light begins her feast from east
to reveal all to be seen.
But I am fading in my cave
ignoring every shade.
Although I'm pale
in my veins I feel the change
-am I alive?
Such a tragedy
to be too weak of moving on.
I'm still the same.
I wish that I was new.
It's happening, a night is on its way
to recall the darkness.
Almighty sun will hide her light
and give a chance for someone else.
But I'm still fading in my cave
ignoring everything.
Although I'm forsaken
tomorrow I will try,
try,try,try..
Such a tragedy
to be to weak of moving on.
I'm still the same.
I wish that I was new.
I wish that I was new.
I wish that I was brave.
I wish that I could be
so much more than this.
I wish that I'll survive.
I wish that I could change.
I wish that here will be
someone to take care of me.
Take care of me.
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